Cherish the present

Grandmother died for more than twenty years, often think of her (D3 Gold), I always have some regret things so far have become permanent regret, and is never make up of regret. I was in the year 1984 the class on, grandma died in 1987, before she died in three years, but I didn't buy her a delicious, earn money is less? Is too little, a month to open 23 money, but not take out allowance. Is she bad for me? More is not. She is good to me, since the childhood are very good to me. When I go to see her, she always took out good to eat, then she is ill, paralysis, on the kang, still thinking about me, not forget the saving my delicious. Every time I go to, she not the kang, and is called the master gave me out to eat. Now, I think that I was so silly, silly get can't say a word 'grandma you eat', it is fools! Now every time I think of maternal grandmother, my heart will have a pain, forever a forever of pain. Twenty years passed, and though I income more than in the past, but grandma will never again be....... If time could go back to the past, I will give she buys some delicious. Now, I think it's my a luxury, this expect only in sleep can be realized. Now, my parents has more than seventy. Whenever I free to go back to see all old two and buy some they have not eat or some rare things, although some very expensive, but I also can buy a little, even if it is let them a taste. Now, I know some, lost forever lost, never to come back, let I cherish now.